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A lot of head shaking...

  • Jun. 24th, 2009 at 11:27 PM
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She shook her head at the books, hoping the massive pile of homework would disappear after a few shakes.
She shook her head a little more.
The books were still there.
Next, she poked it, hoping her finger wiould simply pass through it and the homework was just an illusion.
No, her finger wouldn't pass through, the homework was there.
She sighed.
"At least I have the rest of this vacation to finish it..."

Yup, this is how've been feeling since my summer break started.
I used to think that summer was for fun, but now I know its just another chance for teachers to give you a crazy amount of homework and expect you to finish it.
My teachers all decided to give huge amount of homework as a "Have a good vacation" present.
I don't mind most of it, except the English and Science.
Science and me, we never got along adnd I'm dreading the project we got T_T

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Jun. 1st, 2009

  • 7:38 PM
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omg, i didn't think The Quiz show was that good... THEN I WATCHED IT.
...
and it changed my life opinion.
i stayed up until 6 in the morning thats when i realized i had school stuff to finish T_T 
IT. WAS. SO. GOOD.
what had i been missing! >.<

if you haven't watched it...
YOU MUST WATCH!!!
i've never been so excited for new eps since, since...
... out of good similies
well JUST WATCH IT!!!

スガシカオ 楽園

  • May. 27th, 2009 at 7:10 PM
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I looove this song!


If all the people in the world were me,
If all the gods in the world were me,
Don’t you think something that great won’t happen?
A world without fighting, discrimination, or people deceiving each other.
Assigning homework and doing homework would all depend on my mood.
Surely, the peaceful me won’t irritate anyone.

In a southern island somewhere, if all the good people like me held hands
In a southern island somewhere, what do you think if I made a paradise?

If I, who can’t finish anything, say things like this, I’d regret a lot of things later.
If the world turned for me alone and the future existed for me alone
But wait, hold on, can I love myself that much?
It’s too complicated and pretty much impossible.

In a far southern island, if I were to make a paradise,
I should probably bring along those people I hate.

In a southern island somewhere, if all the good people like me got together
In a southern island somewhere, what do you think if I made a paradise?


comments= love!
any mistakes? please tell me! ^^

May. 2nd, 2009

  • 5:35 PM
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Arashi-Beatbox version 2
Yayy~!

and a quick question...
What are the songs from arashi's upcoming single used for?
i know one's used for "The Quiz Show" but whats the other one for?
thanks ^^

Remember me: Chapter 3

  • Apr. 11th, 2009 at 1:28 PM
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Hi everyone! ^^
sorry i haven't been updating this like i should...
well the next chapter is the last one, and i'll try to post it sooner
Enjoy!

Sometimes my dreams were clearer than reality. Laying in my bed with my eyes closed was usually the best part of the day.

Well one of the best parts. Sometimes he came to visit me. Well maybe more than sometimes, more like everyday. But I didn’t mind. I liked seeing him. He was nice and always cheered me up.

I never had the courage to ask his name, but I heard from one of the nurses that his name was Ohno. “Ohno, huh?”, I murmured as he stepped into the room.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Nothing would be the same.

I knew that in my heart, but I couldn’t stop myself from coming to him.

I couldn’t lie to myself, I still loved him.

I don’t think that would ever change.

I remembered those days when we would go fishing together.

He would sit next to me, not even looking out at the water, just playing a game.

I had given up hope on us being like that again.

Until.. Until that day, when his eyes suddenly brightened and he smiled that old smile I loved. I hadn’t seen that smile for a while - since he lost his memory. When I saw it, I knew everything would be fine. Everything would be back the way it used to be…

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2009.03.25

Looking toward the new school semester.

To celebrate the release of the “Bloody Monday” DVD,

At the TBS store, “Bloody Monday” school set goods that are perfect for the fall season are on sale!!

Do not miss this opportunity!

Apr. 4th, 2009

  • 9:53 PM
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Acid Black Cherry need to have more singles!!!
I love their music and their pvs are <3!

yesterday, i was pretty bored and i started looking up random stuff...

and then.. i watched a soccer game.
thats not wierd but it was V.S visual kei!

jealkb V.S alice nine.
idk but i find it funny.
like guys with awesome hair fighting for the ball, but somehow not messing up their hair.
how that dude's stockings don't tear is a mystery to me... ^^

 

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Don't do this! ^^

  • Apr. 4th, 2009 at 9:50 PM
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Never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever wear heels when you go shopping.

Why?
I think the reason was pretty obvious, but i tried it T_T

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根性なし - 三浦春馬

  • Mar. 31st, 2009 at 8:49 PM
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Miura Haruma - Konjou Nashi lyrics

Yay~! this song is so catchy, i had to translate it! ^^



Don’t you hate yourself for being like this?
Please allow me to sing a lot with this song.
Coward~!

Put an end to it, Put an end to it
Is it okay like this?, Is it okay like this?
Have you given up? Don’t you hate yourself for being like that?

He’s coming, He’s coming.
 

To be honest, I was scared,
but I still didn’t run away.

Go from the front, there’s still a way
 

How far can I go? This body wanted to know.
Heading toward the far, unseen tomorrow
(heading toward tomorrow… )
If I’m scared of losing,
I can’t protect the things most important to me.

Even if I make the whole world my enemy
(made them my enemy…)
I wanted to know what truth was.
I was always fighting against evil by myself.

Look forward, Look forward
Don’t look back, Don’t look back
If you run away, it’ll always be the same!
He’s coming, he’s coming.
I’m scared too, but I didn’t run away.
Make your decision, then you’ll be able to see something!

We start running,
Still far from the new day
The white breath we breathe out, heading toward the sky…
We have to finish the things we want to do,
or else we can’t protect the right things.

As I glance up,
That star I saw kicked the moon.
(kicked the moon)
Always screaming in my heart.
I’ve wanted to tell it to you, someday

How far can I go?, This body wanted to know.
To the far, unseen tomorrow
(heading toward tomorrow… )
If I’m scared of losing,
I can’t protect the things most important to me.
Even if I make the whole world my enemy
(made them my enemy…)
I wanted to know what truth was.
I was always fighting against evil by myself


Mar. 29th, 2009

  • 9:51 PM
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Hi everyone!

i haven't updated my LJ in a while soo , well i should post something, right?
hehe im probably going to just ramble on and on and on...

anyway... i've been watching Gaki no Tsukai all day.
Especially the Hamada Batsu (the one about the Backwards everything)
I watched that over and over, so i should just download it...
but idk where to do that T_T

and I'm waay behind on my schoolwork and stuff...
and i havent downloaded much i mean i haven't downloaded tv shows...
i tend to download TONS of music (i think i have a downloading problem lol)
but i don't think thats a bad addiction...

and i can't believe this but, i still haven't watched Maou. T_T
i've been meaning to, but when i start a drama, i need to watch all or most of it in a day or else, i don't watch it for months T_T
WOAH! i haven't watched the ending of Uta no Onii-san yet! but i'll probably watch that, since i downloaded the whole single :D

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Mar. 25th, 2009

  • 9:13 PM
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They were lost. Lost in a huge city, France. What was worse was who he was stuck with. Aiba. Sure, Aiba was a great person to be with, but if you were in a big city with no passports, no food, only a small bag (which Aiba was carrying and refused to let anyone see the inside, which made Sho more worried) and a tiny Japanese to France Dictionary, fun was no longer the objective. Survival was.

Sho shook his head and once again tried to decode the language in the Japanese to French Dictionary. He had no problem understanding it, it was the pronunciation. Skimming through the book, he gave up. He then turned to Aiba who had been clutching his small bag like it contained the answers for world peace.

“Hey, what are we going to do?”

“Hmm…?”

“We’re in France. No passports. No food.”

“Don’t worry, Sho-chan, it’ll be okay!”

“…”

“C’mon lets go!!!”

Sometimes Sho couldn’t understand how Aiba could be so enthusiastic. But maybe that’s what made Aiba, Aiba. Smiling slightly, he followed Aiba who was several feet in front of him.

10 hours later

“I can’t believe this.”

“It’ll be fun!”

“But it’s a park…”

Ignoring Sho‘s reasonable argument, Aiba began his speech dedicated to liquid nitrogen everywhere, “LIQUID NITROGEN CAN BE USED ANYWHERE, ANYTIME…”

“I still don’t know how you got that on the plane…”, Sho murmured.

“… IN ANY COUNTRY, STATE, REPUBLIC…”

“Okay, Okay I get it! What are we doing with that?”

Smiling widely, Aiba said, “DINNER~”

5 minutes later

“I’m sorry Sho-chan…”

“It’s f..fine”

“…”

“Don’t feel bad, at least we know that crushed acorns with butter put in liquid nitrogen isn’t tasty”

“I guess…”

“I’ll make something to eat for you!”

“Really??”

“Yup, and I’ll use…”

15 minutes later

“Like it??”

“YESS~ IT IS GOOD!!!”

“Wait, let me try!!!”

“Wow, I didn’t know you would be a genius at cooking with limited materials!”

“I know!!! Who knew, soy sauce flavored shaved ice would be good??”

“Ne, different flavor?”

“Okay! What do you want?”

“Unn…”

5 minutes later

“We should have just stopped at Soy Sauce.”

“I know, maybe wasabi wasn’t good idea…”

“I’m sorry…”

“No it’s my fault, I made you make it”

“…”

“…”

(in unison) “I don’t feel so good~”
 

Tell me what you think!, its my first time writing comedy-ish stuff ^^

Remember Me: Chapter 2 Familiar

  • Mar. 18th, 2009 at 8:51 PM
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Title: Remember Me: Chapter 2
Pairing: OhMiya!
Rating: PG-13 heading toward PG
Summary:
This one is a little different from the first chapter, its in Nino's perspective. ^_^
The first chapter is at http://ninachan123.livejournal.com/5941.html
Enjoy~!


I woke up. At first it was fuzzy and hard to see, but then I saw where I was. The hospital. “Why am I here?”, I asked to myself. I was surprised when I heard a tired voice say good morning. I looked beside me and saw a young man, perhaps a little older than me, sitting on a chair that was next to my bed.

Who is he?

“Hello”, I replied, a smile automatically forming on my lips and disappearing when I noticed it. Who is he, I wondered as I looked at him. He looks… familiar. Do…Do I know him?

“Who are you?”, I asked in a voice loud enough for him to hear and saw various emotions pass through his face when I said those words. Pain. Hurt. Sadness. I don’t know why but I felt angry at myself. Somewhere in my heart I knew that this man was special… but why? Did I know him, no that can’t be it, then I would remember him…

“You don’t remember me, huh?”, he said in a sad voice that instantly pulled me away from my thoughts. “I..I.. don’t know”, his voice was so familiar, I’ve heard it… somewhere… As I noticed tears forming in his eyes, I felt as if I had been stabbed… I couldn’t take it anymore, I threw the bed covers aside and hurried out the room. I felt a pang in my heart as he called my name.

Amnesia?

That was ridiculous! I knew my name, I remembered the names of all the people I knew… Except, maybe that man in my room… but maybe, maybe I didn’t know him. I thought of the mysterious man as I listened to the doctor explain my condition. I vaguely remember hearing him say that I would be fine and that only some parts of my memory was affected.

Only some parts of my memory? Those words angered me, I started to really listen to the man. How could he act so calm when there was something wrong with my memory? He told me not to worry, he said it was events or certain objects or people could make me remember the lost parts of my memory. “Don’t worry? Don’t worry if I can’t remember my past?!”, I said, trying to keep my voice level but not quite succeeding with the tone. The doctor widened his eyes and apologized. I breathed out.

As I walked slowly to my room, the inspirational messages and smiling faces on the wall looked like they were all ridiculing me. Maybe I’m going crazy, I thought to myself as I sat on a bench across from my hospital room. My thoughts were interrupted by a loud cheery laugh followed be a loud “Shh!” I looked to my left and saw a man with a huge smile and another wearing a suit and trying to keep a stern expression. He eventually couldn’t contain his laughter and burst into a hysterical laugh that earned him a few glares from passing nurses.

The smiling man, saw me and said hello. His partner also saw me and smiled politely. The smiling man introduced himself as Aiba and called his partner Sho. As I watched them talk and joke with one another, my heart ached. I don’t know why but.. Something … Do I know them?, I looked at them closely, after a minute, I was sure I didn’t know them , because neither of them recognized me and I didn’t recognize them.

It was how they interacted, something… familiar…



Comments= ♥!!!
Thanks for reading! Next Chapter will come soon~!

Remember me

  • Mar. 10th, 2009 at 5:42 PM
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Title: Remember me.
Pairing: OhMiya!
Rating: PG-13 (to be safe)
Summary: "If it weren’t for me, he would be right here."



“Oi! Over here!”, I yelled as I saw him.

Then he came running to me, and I welcomed him with open arms.

“Where are we going?”, he asked with a smile on his face. “Want to go to the arcade?”, I asked, though I already knew the answer. Oh course he nodded his head and I took his hand as dark clouds formed in the sky, perhaps foreshadowing what would happen later…

Two hours later, I finally persuaded Nino to leave the arcade. It was beginning to get dark outside and we huddled together in an attempt to stay warm. When we were at the crosswalk, it began to sprinkle. I looked at him and noticed he only had a thin jacket on. It was too cold for him and I pulled him by his hand to the other side of the crosswalk, hoping we could return home before it started to pour. What happened next was my fault, all my fault. If..if it weren’t for me, he would be here.

But when I pulled his hand to go to the other side of the crosswalk, I should have checked for cars. I didn’t look both ways but he did. He saw that car coming full speed toward me. And he yelled “Watch out”, and pushed me away from the speeding car. B..but h..he he got hit. It was my fault, I felt dizzy as I saw the blood and then I saw who was lying on the ground. And and I panicked. He murmured my name as I reached for his hand and then he closed his eyes. I can’t exactly remember what happened next, I distantly heard sirens and voices. And the last words I heard that day was a sharp lady‘s voice saying, “We’re losing him..”

Darkness. Fear. Pain.

I opened my eyes, I was sleeping on a bed. Was it all a dream?, I wondered. But then I sat up and saw where I was sleeping. A hospital. Where was Nino? I looked next to me and saw him. His head was wrapped in bandages but his eyes were open.

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“We went everywhere, do you remember?

Remember that day we went to the arcade and you won all the games, except one?

Do you remember how angry you were when I won that last game? When you lost, you refused to talk to me unless I bought you ramen.

Do you remember that? Please tell me. Do you Nino? I wish you did, I wish we could be talking about old times right now, bu..but… but now…

I wish you would remember, remember all that time we spent together. We were always together.

I hope you remember soon. Until then, I’ll be here. Right here, by your side.”


What do you think? Please comment!
and do you think there should be another chapter or should it stop?

Mar. 7th, 2009

  • 3:32 AM
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i watched uta no onii-san episode 7 today!
its great, it leaves off at a cliff hanger >.<

and sho's appearance was only like 5-10 minutes. T_T
but it was funny! ^_^

and now i really need to get some sleep...
hehe

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Tohoshinki Lyrics

  • Mar. 2nd, 2009 at 6:28 PM
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Hey~! i translated どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう?by Tohoshiki,
cause it's just awesome. ^_^


Why did I fall in love with you?
No matter how much time has passed,
I thought you would still be here, by my side.
But what you chose was a different path.

Why couldn’t I tell you anything?
Every day, every night, my feelings kept piling up.
I knew what words would show it but,
It won’t reach again.

From the first time we met,
It was like we knew each other,
Two people who just blended together.
Wherever we went, we were together.
For you to be there was just right.
We grew up together,
But what we chose were different paths.

Why did I fall in love with you?
No matter how much time has passed, I thought you would be right here all the time.
I can never return.

Today, which has special meaning,
the day happiness overflowed.
You looked beautiful while praying to God.
You were standing next to a person who wasn’t me and received your blessings.
How am I suppose to accept that?

Why did I fall in love with you?
We can never return to those times...
I thought it over
We can never return
I thought it over

Why couldn’t I grab your hand?
No matter how much time passed, you were supposed to be next to me.
It won’t come true anymore…

Even if you leave my side,
I wish for your eternal happiness,
Even if that is sad and painful for me.

Mar. 1st, 2009

  • 12:04 AM
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again something about uta no onii-san

I WATCHED THE PV~!
(I NEEDED THE CAPS TO FULLY EXPRESS THE AWESOMENESS)

I LOOOOOOVVVVEEEEE IT!!!
IT'S LIKE KINDA DARK, BUT THEN IT TURNS HAPPY.

AND SINCE IT'S YANO KENTA STARRING OHNO SATOSHI, I WONDER IF LIKE THE PART WHEN HE CHANGES FROM A BLACK SUIT TO A WHITE ONE IS LIKE WHEN THE CHARCTER SWITCHES...
AHHHH~! BUT NOW I REALLY CAN'T WAIT FOR THE SINGLE TO BE RELEASED! ^_^

AND NOW I JUST WATCHED THE BELIVE PV...
AHHH~! I LOVE THAT ONE TOOO!!!
I LIKE THE FACIAL EXPRESIONS, IT PUTS A DIFFERENT "FEEL" TO THE SONG.

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Feb. 27th, 2009

  • 10:32 PM
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AHHHH~!

I JUST SAW THE KUMORI NOCHI KAISEI LIVE
ON MS.

I LOOOOVVVEEE IT!!!  ^_^
THATS LIKE...

WOAH IM STILL SMILING.
THE ENDING WAS AWESOME!!!
I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE PV!!!

OHH~! I HOPE OHNO APPEARS ON HEY!X3 AND UTABAN, IT'LL BE SOOOO FUN!!!
*SMILES JUST THINKING ABOUT IT*

<33
I THINK I JUST FELL IN LOVE WITH THAT SONG, AGAIN...

OHH~! AND I NOTICED THAT ITS NOT "DOWN, DOWN, DOWN",
ITS ACTUALLY "DAN DAN DANG" AND SOMETIMES "LAN LAN LANG"
WOAH... I LOVE UTA NO ONII-SAN ^_^

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Feb. 27th, 2009

  • 6:56 PM
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woah~!
i just saw the arashi belive pv (short version)
and i loved it!!!

im kinda glad it wasn't animated though, and im super happy that its like truth~!
dancing... <33

ahh~!
i love it!!!

ohh~! that reminds me of ohno's solo pv...
i bet it will be awesome!!! :D
can't wair until it comes out!!!
hehe

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Feb. 22nd, 2009

  • 10:58 PM
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i had the day off but instead of catching up on the work im behind on,
i decided to watch videos and catch up on dramas T_T

so that is why i am staying up late to finish work i should have done hours ago...
haha

and im procrastinating even more since im still listening to music T_T

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